4 days to go.....

Yup, the day is drawing near.....

BERSIH 3.0 will take the form of a sit-in (“duduk bantah” in Bahasa Malaysia) on April 28^th 2012, and will take place across Malaysia and throughout the world.

Through BERSIH 3.0, we will continue our struggle for clean and fair elections, assembling and expressing our views peacefully as are our rights as enshrined in the Federal Constitution.

They say the turn out of supporters will be much more compared to the last Bersih 2.0 which I regreted not participate. So, I'm going this time to do my part. What say you?

The day is near

She is now 7 months pregnant. Yes, my third child is on the way. Am I excited? I would say yes cause I yet to know if it's a boy or a girl. With already two naughty boys making my life stressful enough, I sure hope my third child's a baby girl. Not saying I do not like boys but a girl would sure make my family much more balance. I was thinking for a name that actually suit for a boy or a girl. Not easy. I actually thought of using my mothers last name 'Foon' but afraid it ain't right doing so. Anyway, any recommendations?

My kid still remembers her.......

It was a day before we went for Ching Bing festival to pay respect to my mother, Oswald walks up to me and says "Daddy, I misses grandma". His eyes was then flooded with tears and he then said "I felt sorry for grandma". I do not know what made a 5 year old boy had such a sudden feeling but I felt relief in a way. He still remembers her. I then hugged him and told him I miss her also and I think grandma misses us too. Oswald just kept saying he misses her. I've tried to hold back my tears but I couldn't. Even Tracy who heard the whole conversation wept.............

Ching Bing

It is Ching Bing festival again and I'll be visiting my mother's grave 1st this year, then only my grandparents. Times do flies by quickly as my mother has already been away for 2 years. Though 2 years had gone by, I still find it hard to accept that she has left me. Often had wonderful memories of her and I do shed a tear or two. I wonder how is she doing now in heaven... miss you so much!

A year has passed....

She has left us for a year now but deeply inside me I still feel sad and misses her so much. Looking back into the year, things did change. If you ask me if did it change for a better one, honestly I really do not know. I still miss the old days when she is around nagging and scolding us. Now, the house seems quiet after both my sisters got married and moved out. It became silence when my brother went further his studies in Australia.

Ok ok, agree that both my kids isn't the quiet kind of kids. Wanted to thank my mother in law for staying over at my house to look and care for them. Or else Tracy and I will be stressed like hell. Anyway, the kids growing fast and quite a quick learner. They still yell and scream all over the house but there were times before they go to bed, they will say....

"Daddy, Mommy... I misses MaMa (grandma) very much"

"Is Mama looking over us all the time?"

Though my eyes are dry but deep inside my heart, I'm still crying and hurt. Is she really looking over us? If yes, will she be sad too when she sees me sad thinking of her?....... life is really hard but I got to hang on and hang strong for the kids and family.... I hope I could do it.

To my mommy

It's been sometime I have not write anything on my blog. So this time decided to write a letter to my mum before the year 2010 ends.


To my Mommy,

I love you because you tauaght us respect,
I love you because you did not ever neglect,
I love you because you allowed us to be children,
I love you because you are the best cook,
I love you because you disciplined with love,
I love you because even when I failed you never gave up,
I love you because you make us smile,
I love you because you love us unconditionally,
I love you because you believed in me,
I love you because you care for us,
I love you because you never placed any conditions on me,

I love you for so many other reasons but I love you most simply because you are only you! Not only on special day that I will remember you but I will love and miss you forever and always!

Tribute to my mother

My mother was brought back to our home and the whole family members of mine were there to be her before she had her last breath. She has lost to the fatal desease after a two week battle. We are really heart broken and sad. She is really a great mother to us. She always puts our family on the 1st place. Never seems tired nor complain. Her smiles were warmth and her laughs were kind. She has taught us much and her teaching will always be remembered. Oscar and Oswald will sure miss her as she loves my kids very much. We all will miss her. Though her days were'nt long but I believe she have had the best days together with the family.

Mommy... you are the best mommy one could ever have and I thank you for what you have done for the family. Things might not be the same now after you left us but we are now grown ups and will take good care of our father and family. We will continue to spread the love and warmth like you do to our family. Mommy... you will always be in our heart.

WE WILL MISS YOU & WE LOVE YOU FOREVER ........

p/s: I would like to thank all those who had gave support and paid their respect to my mother. Our family really appreciate it and I think so is my mother.